FINALLY!

It is finally the end of March. March 2010 has taken FOREVER to go by. Probably because February was so short. But while I am happy it is over, so that I may finally get my 117% Bundle and "I Look Better In Purple" T-Shirt, I don't really want to see it go. Reason being: I don't want to grow up. I love being a kid. It's fantastic. Being an adult just doesn't appeal to me. But it is inevitable, so I will strive to be a great adult. As for now, I will enjoy being a kid, since I will not be a kid forever.

Lucky ass Peter Pan. I want to go to the third star on the right, and straight on 'til morning. Ugh. So jealous.

Be.

- Happy

CRAP!!!

I broke my daily blog thing again. japioejpaowifj mp893 r-q894hpaewpf aksjd fkajdf; a!!!! Whatever. We'll just start over....again. It's the 30th, a nice round number. Ugh! I don't even know why I forgot! Well, it's not like anything exciting happened yesterday. Watched some movies, but that's about it. My mom is leaving for New York tomorrow, and I have to babysit. Zomggahh, how fun. I hope you caught my sarcasm just then. Oohh, what's even more fantastic is that I am ill. YAY!! Ughhhhhhh, thanks a lot, little sister who has bronchiolitis. So mad. This Spring Break has not been very fun at all.

Be.

- Happy

Post Script: I was very reluctant when typing the whole "Be. --> - Happy" thing. I'm not feeling up to it. But it's my signature sign-off. It kinda made me feel better, anyhoo. ^_^

And I...

Tears stream down your face.
When you lose something you cannot replace.
Tears stream down your face.
I promise you that I will learn from my mistakes.

Lights will guide you home.
And ignite your bones.
And I will try to fix you.

And I will try to fix you.


- Happy

You have choices.

For my school, tonight is prom night. This night is meant to be fun and enjoyable for everybody, but there are always people who decide to do stupid things. Choose to do the right thing, people. You can still have fun without participating in illegal, or life-threatening, activities. No, I'm not perfect. I'm not saying I don't make mistakes, or that I never will make mistakes. But I can't find it in my to make a choice that may lead to harming myself or others. You shouldn't either, but you may, and I'm sorry. I'm not trying to put anyone down, in any way. I'm just letting you know that you have options. No matter how bad it actually gets, if you look hard enough, there is a way out, without resorting to certain behaviors.
There are many people who have been shaped by society, probably the majority. But there are also people who have shaped themselves in spite of society, and they begin to shape society, not the other way around. You can be that person. That is the power of free will.

Be safe.

- Happy

I love Spring Break.

That's all I have to say.

Be.

- Friggin' Happy

LET'S HEAR IT FOR THE AWESOMEST URINALS EVEERRRR!!!!

They are flippin' amazing.

Are you ready to see the awesomeness?
Are you sure?
Because it's pretty awesome.
And I'm not sure you're actually able to handle it.
You may not have the awesomeificationnessism capacitorial absorption.
I'm serious.
They are amazing.
Like, for real.
Fo rizzaylz.
Fo shizzle my nizzle to the dizzle izzle.
Wait .... what was I talking about/
Oh yeah.
Are you positive?
I don't think you're ready.
YOU CAN'T HANDLE THE TRUTH!
You wanna see? (..... in my pants.)
Man.

I FRIGGIN' KNOW! THEY ROCK! LIKE THE STONES! GOL-LY!!!

As somebody commented on my Daily Booth, I could only imagine what the toilets looked like. Personally, I would think it would be very awkward (but kinda awesome at the same time) to pee in mouth-shaped toilets. Mainly because you'd be peeing and pooping ..... in mouths......
These guys have it lucky, though, wherever this is. They get to pee in these things.
Yay.
For awesome urinals.

This give you yet another reason to just be.

- Happy.

Luurrvv ze leeettle zings.

Great jokes were told in class, and among friends. Lunch was fun. Classes were fun. It was cool. Anyway, I'm pretty bored. I made a tab for Kissin' U for the guitar on http://www.ultimate-guitar.com/ It hasn't been approved yet, but it will be soon. My screen name is CaityMonkey. Haha.

I've got nothing very deep and profound to write about today. Well, I could talk about how amazing life is. I mean, on every level, it's amazing. The molecular level, the physical, emotional, scientific, psychological, and whatever level, it's flippin' awesome! I know, our world is still a screwed up place (become a Nerdfighter! We fight to eliminate World Suck using our brains and our hearts!). But there is still so much good, that it supercedes all of the bad. There are millions, probably billions, of people will bad, horrible lives, but even they have moments that are filled with almost imponderable joy. I say 'almost' because you can ponder it and you can imagine it. How and why? Because you've had those moments before.

Love the little things. They make life awesome.

So.
Of course.
Just.
Be.

- Happy

Post Script --> DFTBA --> Don't Forget To Be Awesome --> The Nerfighters' Slogan --> <(^_^)> HUG!

Post Post Script: Watch this video FULLY! "An Anthropological Introduction to YouTube." http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TPAO-lZ4_hU&feature=youtu.be&a It's quite unifying.

Post Post Post Script: <3 I love all of you, Brother and Sister Human Beings.

Today is pretty boring.

Yeah. So.

Be.

- Happy

I RAPED that test!

I raped it, sodomized it, eviscerated it, I did EVERYTHING to it! It was sooooo easy! I destroyed it, obliterated it, vaporized it. Man. Anyhoo, I'm very happy that I didn't have to go to Civics today, due to testing. And!! I got my glasses today! I'm soo happy! The world is sharper, and colors seems brighter! It's amazing!!! YEAHHHHHHHHBOIIIIII!!!

BE BE BE BE BE BE BE BE BE BE BE BE BE BE!!

- Happy

Post Script: You've got so many reasons!

EWW! Testing tomorrow!

But at least Spring Break is next week. I just have to get through this week and I'm home free. Yesss! Jennyways, WHOA I HAVEN'T USED JENNYWAYS  IN A WHILE!!! Okay. Whatever. This day has been pretty boring. I've been trying to write a new song. Actually, I've been trying to write many songs, but I've given up on many of them because they are all rubbish. Yes, I just used British slang. No, I'm not kidding when I say my songs are turning out terribly. They're so bad I've begun to question my talent. There's no doubt I can sing (sometimes I question that, too), but as for the songwriting...U;awekjf;ask dfh;ioqh 328r qv[ei9ut[wn0 rugaj ANGRY FACE! I never come up with anything I want other people to hear. They're that terrible. But, oh well. I'll go mull it over under some hot water. Showwaaa timeeee!!!

Be something or whatever. Be.

- Happy

I decided to watch Marley & Me again today.

I definitely cried just has hard this time as I did last time. I looked uber pathetic. But it is a great movie and it's a great book. I guess I should say it the other way around since the book came first. But whatever. They are both fantastic. So, I'm reading Republic by Plato.

My brain is frying! It's nuts! I have to stop every few lines just to let what I've just read sink it. But it good! My brain is being stimulated immensely. At least I'll get to keep my sanity for a couple more years...or completely lose it trying to read the friggin' book!

Be be be be be.

- Happy

I'M SO UPSET!

I thought I posted yesterday! CRAPP!! Ughhh, I've broken my daily blog thing. BUT!! I'll start another one today. Lol. At least 20 is a nice, even number. Man! I was doing good, too! I thought I already posted. Golly.

Sooo, I have an optometrist appointment tomorrow.

Yay. I'm tired of this 20/40 bullcrap. I just want glasses so I can stop squinting at the board, since teachers always manage to seat me in the back. It's awful. I eyesight isn't that terrible. I'm just near-sighted. But I'll tell you now, it's not fun. So yeah. I'm not in the mood to type up a long blog. I'm pretty wiped. I'm going to watch The Hangover.
:)

Just be.

- Happy

I got my kilts today! Yay yay yay yay!

As you can tell by the title of this post, I got my kilts today, and I'm very exciting. I'm also very tired because I just had dance, which the kilts are for, and I am about to go to bed. Sometimes I feel like typing long blogs, other days I want to sleep. But I can't break my daily blog challenge for myself, so here is a post, but a short one at that.

:)

Just be.

- Happy

Post Script: I finished my Gatsby essay. I turned it in today. Yay for getting things done and over with so you don't have to deal with them.

The nose strip on my face is crusty.

It's like paper mache. It's very cool. You want to know what isn't cool? An essay on The Great Gatsby that I have to write. Look, I even underlined the title of the book. Urgha;wef;aef ;viajweiofj ;adfn ;asldf. I am soo not feeling this right now. Or any time. I'm finished with the playlist I had to make, and God forbid if I ever had to do that again. I have so much crappy, teeny bopper music in my iTunes library, I'm about to shoot myself. But it's cool. I've got until this weekend, and then I'm free to erase it. That will be a great moment in my life.

I've finished reading World Without End by Ken Follet, which is the sequel to his book, The Pillars of the Earth, which was written in the late '80s. Anyhoo, it's absolutely fantastic. If you haven't read it, go and read it. If you haven't read the first book, read that one, then read the next. They are phenomenal books. I've read many books in my lifetime, so I don't think I'll be able to recommend every other book that I've read before, but I'd love to. At the mo, I'm reading Republic by Plato. For some people out there, it may be a hard read, but it's worth it. It's an amazing text that raises great qyestions. Another great book would be The Doors of Perception by Aldous Huxley. It's a trippy book because the author wrote about his recollections when tripping our of mescaline, the principal agent of peyote. Read it. It's awesome.

That seems to be all for tonight. I should get back to my homework. Blech!


Keep in mind to just be.

- Happy

This will be short.

I don't ever want to make the playlist of music for a dance ever again. Ever.

Don't feel like being.

- Happy

YESSSSUHHH!!

I've finally made another YouTube video. I've been putting it off, due to my procrastinational habits. I'm glad that it's up, though. So, I went to a garden thingy today, and it was really pretty! The weather is perfect at the mo, so it was doubly awesome. I don't really have much else to tell you. I'm happy I'm still keeping up with my daily blog thing. This is the longest daily streak that I've been on. I hope it keeps going.

Let me remind you to just be.

-Happy

Post Script: My new YouTube video! http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nAi4PL_1dJY

I almost broke my daily blog thing!

Ahh! Thank God it isn't midnight where I'm at. I would've been pretty disappointed. Anyhoo, my brother and I finally accomplished something that was 4 years in the making. It was a great moment in both of our lives. We peppered CORRECTLY! If you don't play volleyball, then you won't understand, but zommgaahh! Finally! He's a much better volleyball player than me and actually can pepper, but I always just screwed it up. Finally, we got it right, and in the end, my brother screwed it up. But that's probably because we were both laughing so hard. We screamed when we got it down .... LOUDLY. It was very exciting, and the peppering action happened more than once. It didn't just happen that one time, which is even better. That's pretty much the only exciting thing that's happened today. This blog is actually short this time. Yay, haha. That's all for now.

Rememberize! Just be.

-Happy

YEAHHHYAYY!!

Guess what day it is!!! Yes, it's Friday! Although, I'm pretty positive that you don't actually have to guess what the actual day is, since it shows up on the post along with the date. So, I've decided to try and update my blog daily, and I, for the life of me, have NO idea, what to blog about. My life isn't interesting AT ALL. I can't blog about some school shooting I was about to have, because things like that don't happen to me anymore. Small-town life has rendered some aspects of myself completely uninteresting. It's quite tragic. But that doesn't really matter. Well, why doesn't it really matter? The answer?
















I'M FRIGGIN' AWESOME! GOL-LY! DIDN'T YOU KNOW?!?!


Life, in general, has rendered EVERY aspect of my AWESOME entirety, COMPLETELY awesome! Every single cell that makes up this specimen of human awesomeness, is dripping with colossal amounts of AWESOMEIFICATIONNESSISM. Any other living being in the entire universe, along with any other universes beyond our own, would be altogether, wholly, and utterly OBLITERATED, due to the fact that they would be thoroughly incapable of handling these mastodonic proportions of AWESOME! IT JUST CAN'T BE DONE!! Not by you.

That will be all for today.
Head thatta way --> for your dose of Daily Randomness from my Random Box of Daily Randomness.

Remember to just be!

-'Appy (Say that out loud. That's how the French would say it.)

It's late.

I've still got some definitions to do, so this blog won't be very long. I've decided that I'm going to try and blog daily. I have absolutely no idea what I will blog about, but that's the beauty about being me: I am predictably random. Okay, so I can be slightly paradoxical, too. But anyhoo, I've tried to do many daily-type things, but I have time and time again, failed miserably. But I can feel that this time will be different! Yay! If you haven't noticed, I've made some changed to my blog page, and I am very proud of them. VERY. Well then ... On to the point of this blog ...

Wait wait wait, Happy ...... what?

This blog as a point? No friggin' way! Whoaa! My famous, Zommggaahh!!

Yes, this blog has a point. The point:

Go watch Capitalism: A Love Story, the movie by Michael Moore. It's brilliant. It's hilarious. Corporate America is gross. Wayy to go, you guys! The Founding Fathers would be disgusted by your insatiable greed and hubris. But guess what? You don't care. Pshh, whatever. That doesn't matter. The Founding Fathers are dead. Well, you know what, Buttwipe? You SHOULD care! And <-- THAT is the point at which I get very angry at the insolent, apathetic twats in this country. If all you want to do is be a destructive force in this society, whether it's aggressively or passively, then get out. You don't belong here. You're not wanted here. For all of you who refuse to choose a side, you have chosen a side. Their side. And why is that? Hmm ... You're only helping their cause by not standing up against them, and refusing (or not caring) to open your eyes and see that this place is not as great as we, arrogant Americans, think it is. We can't just sit on the sidelines and expect that this place will take care of itself, or trust the people in power to clean this whole place up. You have to work hard to get things done, not sit idly by, waiting for some hero to finally come, and make us believe in all things rainbow and unicorn. What is truly sad is when I say "people in power," you should automatically think of yourself, since the power of the government comes from the consent of the governed. Yeah, you know that thing called the Constitution? It had something about that in there. But no, elections, initiatives, and referendums are more ceremonious, if anything, and more of formalities than things with any actual substance.

Whoa, wow. My deep frustration made this longer that I thought it would be.

Night night.

I'll try to follow my advice and, for the moment, just be.

-Happy

The Universe has told me something again.

Most kids, it seems, want to grow up much more quickly than necessary.

I have always been one who favored the opposite. I've never wanted to grow up. Being shoved out into the real world, becoming responsible for myself, and paying for everything on my own in order to survive, has never really appealed to me.

Lately, it as been apparent that, finally, the Universe has decided to grant my wish...

BY MAKING THIS THE LOOONGEST WEEK EVERRRRR!!!! *MAD FACE*^lemniscate!

Zommggahh!!

Rant is officially over starting below the line break after this Declaration of RantBeingOverness.

Today has been quiet a long day. Actually, this entire week has. It's alright, though. I have dance later tonight and I won't have much work left to do in school. All I have to worry about is my Latin II work, which is due next Thursday.

I like that when my birthday comes around, things start to fall into place. My birthday was on Sunday, and the weather has finally started to become nicer. Of course, I know it will get worse, since the summers here are sweltering. Anyhoo, I get presents and whatnot from the people who know it's my birthday, and it seems that my school knew when to deliver a certain item that I have been waiting for ... of course, I would have loved it to get it earlier, so I could have actually used it, but it was a nice birthday surprise...

I got my Letterman yesterday! Yay! I was pretty happy. One thing, though: It smells toxic! Zommgaah, any living thing in my room, besides myself, has literally dropped dead. It's like wearing lederhosen on your arms. It most definitely feels like it, since it's new and hasn't been broken in.

Well, I do believe that will be all for now. I've got some bogus worksheet to do, along with some leisurely reading. I'll also find myself to be quite the lethargical specimen. I've got some breathing to do, and staring. Eating, too. I'm up for some pudding. Totally going to get some right now.

-Happy

Post Script: If you don't know what lederhosen are, now would be a good time to utilize those *Highlight --> Copy or Ctrl + C --> Paste or Ctrl + V into Google or Dictionary.com* skills and find out what they are.

Post Post Script: If you find it necessary to use those ^ skills again for 'lethargical,' I highly suggest you do so once again. An expansive vocabulary is both beneficial and very enticing.

Post Post Post Script: I forgot about 'lemniscate.' You should found out what that is, also. It's fun to know things. Fun.

Post Post Post Post Script (Sorry! I keep forgetting stuff, even though I thought about them in the beginning!): SHOUT OUT TO MY FIRST FOLLOWER! HI! =D

The Universe is telling me something

I just typed up a blog noting that I would stop tying to blog like others, and start blogging like myself. Of course, that wasn't the only thing I talked about.

I

It was lengthy.

AM

It IS gone! Undo, undo, undo, where's redo?!?!?!?!?!??!?! The crappy draft was saved! WHAT?!?!?!

SO

It has become apparent to me that the Universe is conspiring against me.

EFFING

I believe that it does not want me to post a blog like that.

MAD!

-Happy

Post Script : Read between the lines.

Look. A post from my mobile phone.

I work best when I try not to work.

This is Happy. Would you like to comtemplate the meaning of life with me?

That's great! Let's start!

...........

............... ................. ...... . . ....... ..... . . . . .. ..

Are you thinking? Are you pondering? Are you comtemplating? Are you wonderizing? What exactly are you doing?

Life is complicated. Have you figured out your place in this world? One thing is for certain:

There are good moments. There are fun moments. There are happy moments. There are moments filled with love. BUT...the bottom line is...

LIFE IS A BITCH. AND THEN YOU DIE.

Ha. Don't worry. I'm not a pessimist. But I'm totally rocking the whole hair curlers thing. It's definitely making my head very uncomfortable, since I'm sleeping with them still in my hair. But anyhoo, I just wanted to make another posted. I haven't posted anything in a while. I know I'm not a very good blogger. I'm extremely random, and I usually go off on these tangents, all within a blog that has no point to it at all. But you know what I've realized, when striving to be a fantastic blogger or a funny vlogger or a better musician or an inspiring actor?

There doesn't have to be a point. And even if there is a point, it doesn't have to make sense to you. It just has to make sense to me. When the point doesn't even make sense to me, it still won't matter, because humans and human nature is forever changing. You'd only be fooling yourself if you believed there is/was something that exists/existed that you truly understand/stood. This is life. Love, happiness, sadness, laughter, joy, meanings, problems, options, etc. are infinite. Do you enjoy the time you're wasting on trying to figure out what doesn't need to be figured out? By all means, if you do enjoy, then keep on right ahead. Time enjoyed wasting is not wasted time. But if you only get frustrated, then stop. Stop. Just listen. Just look. Just feel. Just smell the world around you. It's beautiful. It's beautiful, angry, and powerful and you will never understand it, no matter how hard you try or how much you believe you do understand.

So sing, dance, run, shout, walk, laugh, love...find your place and be happy. Know that no matter how bad things get, one day, it will be okay.

And maybe...just maybe, by understanding that I will never understand, I have gained just a grain of understanding, while knowing I will never achieve it fully. And that's alright with me.

So, don't think.

Just be.

-Happy. ^-^