Zinc Lozenges and Dexter

They smell pretty toxic. I opened up the box and thought someone was gassing me. Interesting thing, though: I couldn’t taste them (thank God!). They smelled SO putrid, my congested nose picked up on its scent. Crazy, I know. Actually, I have a great nose. An overly developed sense of smell, and it’s pretty cool. Sometimes, it’s even usful. For example, if you breathed into my face, I could tell you what you just ate. It’s kinda gross/creepy, but kinda cool.

I’ve been on a Dexter fix lately. I love it. I’ve loved the show since it began, but I just felt like rewatching the entire series. Every minute I sit through, I remember how fantastic the show is. Correction: I never forget how fantastic the show is. I only become more in awe of it. The writing and acting is so good, it has you rooting for a serial killer. It has you going, “Kill them, Dexter! They’re mean! They’re awful! They totally friggin’ deserve it!” If you ever acted that way in real life, you’d check yourself into an asylum. I mean, I would avoid killing someone unless it was for self-defense or my job (like a spy, military, law enforcement, etc.). Dexter does what we all wish we could do: take matters into our own hands and get rid of the scum of the Earth, quickly and efficiently. It would be perfect, really, even admirable, if it wasn’t completely illegal. Thankfully, we have Dexter. Through this show, we are able to release out primal desires without breaking the law.

Michael C. Hall is so brilliant. He makes Dexter cold and hard, yet we root for him because he’s also warm and soft. He’s dorky, nerdy, caring, and funny. He has a set of principles, though twisted, he hates to break and rarely does break. He would never hurt a child or an innocent person. He’s a serial killer with a heart of gold. It killed me when Rita was murdered. As I watch previous episodes, I remember how much I love Rita. She was so great for Dexter. I’m really bitter when I watch the new episodes because I know she’s gone. She’s never coming back. She was so great for Dexter. I don’t want anyone else for him. Rita cannot be replaced. Frankly, I don’t want her to be replaced. It would be like rubbing salt into a wound or twisting a knife that’s already been stabbing into my heart.

Harrison. I love watching Dexter gain humanity. Actually, I believe it more like watching him let out the humanity he already has. Harrison helps him with that. It melts my heart whenever Dexter’s being cute with Harrison or with Astor and Cody. Even Rita. GAHHH!! It just keeps coming back! I HATE RITA BEING GONE! Dexter’s family brings out the best in him. Astor is an annoying little bleeotchh, but I was sad when I saw them leave with their grandparents. Dexter was so heartbroken (Dexter says he doesn’t have a heart. When the kids left, Dexter actually says his heart would be breaking if he had a heart. He totally has a heart. He cares.).

Anyway, I was bored and I felt like typing. I’m still sick. It’s terrible. I feel like shooting some type of laser through my body to kill anything bad. I should start working on that. It would be a great invention. I would make infinite amounts of money. No joke. Think about it.

Back to Dexter!!! ^_^ :DD

Soyez.

-Heureux

Ouaaaaiisss.

Je suis tellement malade! This is NOT fun. Laryngitis is awful. To make things ever worse, I'm a singer. ON TOP OF THAT, I have to sing on November 8th for my school's Veterans' Day Program. Je veux chanter tellement mal, mais je ne peux pas. :( Je suis triste. Donc, je vais let myself rest now. Je sais que je n'ai pas posted in a while, mais je vais essayer. I guess it will occupy my time.

Be.

- Happy

Bonjour!

Je suis très fatigué. J'étais up at 4:30 this morning. I had to take the SAT Subject tests. The testing center was 1:30 hours away. It wasn't too bad, though, parce que j'étais avec mes amis. Even though we had to get up really early because we were car pooling, it was a fun experience. I really wish I was fluent in French. It would be so cool. Actually, I'm completely in love with languages, so there are many languages je veux que to be fluent in. In my dreams, I would be fluent in every language, with no accent, even in the indigenous languages. :/ Trop mauvais, je ne suis pas. Mais, c'est bien. Maybe one day, je vais learn.

I haven't been trop beau about the Daily Blog thing, and I seriously need to make a new YouTube video, mais je sens like one's coming soon. ^_^ Donc, je pense que je vais put one up soon and je vais essayer and post a blog weekly. Avec mes procrastination tendencies, a daily blog is an unrealistic project.

Soyez.

-Heureux

C'est certainement commencer à me frapper....

I'm just about done with my Penn State application and all of a sudden, it felt like life just hit my in the face with a bag a bricks. I'm SO close to adulthood, I can taste it, and I TOTALLY don't want to taste it! Who wants to grow up? It's terrible! I have to be responsible for myself, pay for everything myself. It's not very glamorous at all! I've never been one to want to grow up, but it's inevitable and I might as well run into it head first and be the best grown up EVER! I'll try. I'll try.

Be.

- Happy

Post Script: I'm learning French! Two years of the same foreign language are all that's necessary to graduate high school and enter a university, but I've taken one every year. Freshman year, it was Italian. Sophomore and junior year, it was Latin. Now, just for fun, I'm taking French. I love languages. I've been trying to incorporate French into my daily life so that I may become fluent. :) ^_^ Ooohh, ouais. Deux émoticônes. (OOOOHHH, Je eu cette! Je suis un ninja! <---- Dude, ALL of that. NO translator. Je eu cette. Je eu cette.)

Interesting...

I found out a couple interesting things today:

1. I received a four year $48,000 Presidential Scholarship from The King's College, New York City. Sounds great, right? Too bad I had NO idea who they were until now. I looked them up, and they weren't very impressive. But I sent in an application, anyway. They waived the fee because of my scholarship. ^_^

2. My name, in French, is Chloe. My name is DEFINITELY not Chloe in English.

Be.

-Happy.

Post Script: This week has been SO amazing! Today has been such a great day. I wish that I could go out tonight, but I owe my mom a whole lot, so babysitting it is!

It has been such a long day.

What's funny about the title of this post is that it's already past midnight, so it's a new day. It's a pretty short day at this point. But, of course, I don't mean it like that. I felt pretty sick today. I was dehydrated on Monday, and I haven't been taking care of myself too well; still not getting enough water. Anyhoo, my best friend and I had a pity party, and we had a GREAT time, despite the fact that it was a pity party. Lol! We did a lot of stuff, but one of the things was making glow in the dark friendship bracelets. I totally made some for a couple of my guy besties and I made two more for myself. It's pretty late. I should get some sleep. After all, I have school later on this morning. Eww.

Be.

- Happy.

Post Script: Homewrecking is BAD. Don't do it. No matter how desperate you are. I don't speak from experience, but it's just something that I've been thinking about today. Random, I know.

Guess what.

I am driven. I will start blogging again. I just got way too lazy. But enough of that. I need to make more YouTube videos and I need to start blogging again. So, I will. I'm spending the night at my friend's house tonight (technically, it's her grandfather's house - she's house sitting). It's going to be awesome. Pity party. Wallow session. We're ready. YES.

Be.

- Happy

Post Script: Look at my hypocrisy!! Lol. I'm going to have a pity party with my best friend and all I ever blogged about was being happy. Hey, we all have our moments. Tonight is mine. =)

DOUBLE RAINBOW ALL THE WAY ACROSS THE SKY!

Whoa, that's a full rainbow all the way -
DOUBLE RAINBOW, ohmahgah, DOUBLE RAINBOW.
It's a double rainbow all the way - DAMN - It's a double rainbow all the way - DAMN, OHMAHGAH.

What does this mean?!?! It's SO bright and SO vivid.
Double rainbow, double rainbow - SO INTENSE.
What does this MEAN?!?! It's starting to look like a triple rainbow.
Oh, that's a full rainbow there - OHH!

DOUBLE RAINBOW ALL THE WAY ACROSS THE SKY. YEAAAAAAHHHH!! SO INTENSE.
DOUBLE RAINBOW ALL THE WAY ACROSS THE SKY. Wow, wow, OHMAHGAH - Look at that rainbow.

Waaaahhh!!! Waah, ohmahgah. It's so beautiful.
Waahhhh, aaaaaahhhhhhh! It's a double complete rainbow - RIGHT IN MY FRONT YARD.
What does this mean?!?!?!!!!!! Tell me.

Ohmahgah - It's SO bright - I CAN'T EVEN CAPTURE IT ON MY CAMERA!

DOUBLE RAINBOW ALL THE WAY ACROSS THE SKY. YEAAAAAAHHHH!! SO INTENSE.
DOUBLE RAINBOW ALL THE WAY ACROSS THE SKY. Wow, wow, OHMAHGAH - Look at that rainbow.

Ohhhh. YEAAAAAAAAAHHHHH!
That is the baddest f*cking rainbow I've ever seen.

It is 7-7.

Not that it means anything. I have just started up blogging again. It's been almost two months. I just got too lazy before. But here I am. I think I'll keep it short and sweet for now, but these posts will get longer. It is the summer time, therefore, I am on summer vacation. Until, of course, I am no longer a student and there are no such things as summer vacations for me. I've updated my Daily Booth, answered questions on my Formspring, so it seems that I'm starting to get bad to everything. I have to make a new YouTube video. It's been too long. I don't want to lose the 38 subscribers that I have. Well, I've changed my blog layout. I like it. Good morning!

Be.

- Happy

I KNOW, I KNOW, I KNOW, I KNOW, I KNOW!!!

I completely broke my daily blog goal! UGSDLFOEIN OWIE Fld! But it's alright. It's Mother's Day, and I have put up a new YouTube video. Clicky right-a here-a. This blog will be short. Much has gone on, and I will talk about one day, but not now. Also, I will not make any promises to do a daily blog at the moment, but I will once a new month comes around. Make sure the numbers are all nice and even.

Be.

- Happy

Ha. Look. Post from my phone so I don't break my daily blog thingy. The only thing I hate, though, is that there's no title. Soo upsetting. And I'm tired.

Be.

- Happy

Saturdayness.

On Saturday, I went to a Tartan Festival and had myself heaps of fun! I got to wear m kilt ALL day, and I got to perform in it. It was fantastic. I love performing, and I was very exciting to dance because it was my first time performing Scottish Highland EVER! I have to say, though, the stage I was on was SO janky! It was probably one of the scariest things I've ever done in my life, dancing on that stage. It was crazy. The entire festival took place on rolling hills, and the stage was set up on those hills. The stage pretty much looked like this: \ Yeah. And I had to dance on that. I was doing the Sword, and I had to duct tape my swords to the stage. I know. Janky. Also, the stage was completely connected. They were table type things pushed up next to each other. They were made of solid aluminum, and their legs were anorexic. I caught my toe on one of the table edges, but I didn't fall or anything.
I danced a total for 4 times: twice at noon, and twice in the afternoon. After I danced, my teacher and I taught a workshop on how to do our dances. During our last workshop, I landed on my ankle, but I kept going, since I land on my ankle a lot, and I'm not very heavy. But when I went to bed, I couldn't sleep because I kept rubbing my ankle. I guess I was worse than I thought. I was limping all of yesterday, and I was icing my ankle this morning during testing, and I am still limping. I'll probably ice it again tomorrow.
But I still had tons and tons of fun at the festival. They had really good lemonage. ^_^

Be.

- Happy

Totally forgot.

So, I guess I was supposed to tell you all about my day yesterday, but I was so wiped out that I slept in, and this day has just gone by so quickly. Sometimes I feel like there aren't enough hours in a day, at least on the weekends, which is so not fair. Anyhoo, this post will be short. I'm going to try and squeeze in another Bruce Willis movie into my Bruce Will Movie Marathon.
I'll tell you all about my day yesterday tomorrow. ^_^ That made total sense.

Be.

- Happy

I killed a whole lot of brain cells.

I am so exhausted. Today was a very long day. I do have lots to tell you, because I had fun, but it's too late. I will tell you, though, and I'll tell you again tomorrow, that I killed a lot of brain cells. I thought I was going to pass out today. My vest was so tight, it was like wearing a corset. I couldn't get enough oxygen into my lungs, so barely any got to my brain. It was especially bad because I was dancing, and you need to breathe to dance. Anyhoo, I'll tell you all about tomorrow. I just didn't want to break my daily blog thing.

Be.

- Happy

I'm in Minden!

You probably don't know where that it. It's a poe dunk, janky little town. But it's cool. I'll just be here overnight, I'll perform, and I'll get to go home to my own little janky town. This will be a short blog post. It's pretty late, and I need to get some shut eye. Dance tomorrow!
Pizza tonight. Sweet.

Be.

- Happy

(Stuck) In My Head!

"In My Head" by Jason DeRulo is stuck in my head, but by the original version. The "In My Head" Cover by Michael Henry and Justin Robinett is stuck in my head. Yep. I definitely can't get it out yet. I honestly don't mind. They did a great job. Jennywayz, I just want to share with the world that I will live me dream. I don't know how I'm going to do it, but I know I'm going to, and that's good enough for now. I'll have to suck it up, overcome obstacles, make amends, break ties, stay strong, and so on, but I don't care. I'll do whatever it takes.

I'm going to make my dreams come true.

I won't let anybody tell me otherwise.

Be.

- Happy ^_^

It's not even funny how talented these guys are.

There are these YouTubers:

Michael Henry and Justin Robinett. This is their YouTube channel.

They blow me away every, single time they put something new up. It's friggin' insane! They are SO talented, it's barely even fair! They turn songs into something you would never expect them to be, and they are always more amazing than the originals. These guys need to be signed.

Not only is it fun to watch their videos for the musical talent, but also because they always have somebody in the background. It's hysterical. Here is their newest upload.



Please watch all of their videos. Not just for the music, but it's hilarious to watch the people. They play the Wii a lot. You'll see. ^_^ I've talked about them in one of my videos before, and like I told you then, subscribe to them. They deserve to be known all over this planet. Talent beyond our planet. Not a perfect rhyme, but it's good enough for moi!

Be.



- Happy

I got it!

My Thera-Band that is. My feet will be strong again, and my arches and instep will be beautiful! Yesss!!! Ballet feet, I'm coming back to you!

This is going to be a pretty short post because I don't feel like typing up a long one.

It was very interesting. Everybody, including myself, felt like today was Wednesday instead of Tuesday. Sure, it's cool that we all felt the same thing, but on the other hand, it was very disheartening because we aren't halfway through the week yet. It's still the beginning. Aww, shucks. Whatever. I have this event thing to go to tomorrow, but I have to go to dance right afterwards, so I'll just wear my unitard under my school uniform and under the clothes I'll wear to the event, so that I can just rip them off in dance class, and not have to properly change. I'm lazy like that. Ha.

Be.

- Happy

Post-uhhh!!!

I'm posting because I don't want to break my daily blog thing. But this can hardly count as a post. But it does.
Ha.

Be.

- Happy

Post Script: First day back from Spring Break. The last 15 minutes of school laster longer that the first 7 hours and 45 minutes.

Something I won't buy when I grow up.

Before I tell you what I won't buy when I grow up, I'll begin by reminding you to help the Uncultured Project and Save the Children. You can find out how my reading my previous blog posts. Thanks! ^_^

So, I've been thinking about this a lot lately, since it has affected me so much, and I realized that I don't think I'm going to buy a dinner table. Weird, right? At least, I won't buy one until I find someone I'll enjoy sitting with at a dinner table and enjoying a meal/good talk. In my short 16 years of life, the dinner table has been a war zone. Sometimes, it can be epically violent, in the verbal way, while other times, it's no man's land; a barren wasteland, in which nothing is said, but the atmosphere is so tense, that the mortars will fly at the drop of a pin. The dinner table, in most cases, is that of peace. You can sit down and enjoy a meal, talk pleasantly with the people you love, and unwind after a long day at work or school. It has never been that way for me. It was always a place to wind up, stay tight and alert, and say nothing at all to avoid saying the wrong thing. When things are tense and awkward, I opt to say in my room and not leave for any reason at all, leading to me becoming ravenously hungry and having an extremly full bladder. I'll leave only if the others are in their room or outside. Then, I can take a piss and inhale whatever I find in the fridge. I choose to do this because being in my room is comfortable. I live in a house, but I don't really feel like I have a home, except for my space in my room.

It is one of my dreams to have my own library when I grow up, even if it's just a small one, along with a kickass TV and computer area, and sound system. Reading books, watching movies, and being on my computer are my escapes, along with music and running. As for running, I can just run around the neighborhood. No need to waste space with at treadmill. Those things are so boring, anyhow. I can't stand to be on one.

I will make it clear now that my parents are NOT abusive. My family is just dysfunctional. Just not in the funny or cool way. Plus, I'm still a pretty happy person. I'm not lying about that. But like every human being, I have problems to deal with. My family is mine. I love my mom, but I'm out of high school pretty soon, and I won't be with her anymore. I love my brother. We're the black sheep. We don't have the same last name as the rest of our family. We really ought to be twins. We're in the same grade, had the same classes for most of our life, and we both feel the same way about our family life. He's buying a dinner table, though. I hope that when my brother and I leave for college, the problems will go away. Not completely, since that isn't possible, but at least the problems concerning us, which is a large part. I hope for this, because I have 2 little sisters, whom I don't want growing up feeling the same way I do. But they're my half-sisters, and they'll probably be alright. They most likely won't feel like outcasts. They have a nuclear family.

It's okay, though (not really). I'll be out of here soon. I just gotta be strong. This isn't something people should deal with, but I won't have to deal with it for much longer. Just a little over a year. Once again, I'd like to point out that my parents are not abusive. Please don't try and save my from my "horrible" life. It's not that bad. Just teen angst mixed with moody parents. Like, PMDD moody from the biggest vagina in the world. I just hope one day I'll find the someone who I'll be able to buy a dinner table with. ^_^ As for what I'll do with the dining area ... dance space? Chill zone? Bean bag chairs? Who knows. Something I do know: Definitely living in a house or flat that has countertops! ^_^

Be.

- Happy

Post Script: Remember, there's always someone out there who's got it worse that you. Yes, things could be better. But hey, they could be worse.

Oh, Universe! Why won't you grant my wishes?

It seems that the Universe has decided against granting my wish for this weekend to go by slowly. Saturday has come and gone. It's quite upsetting. I only have tomorrow left, and then it's back to school. Yuck. Time didn't seem so relative today. Time flies when you're having fun, right? And it goes by UBER slowly when you're not? Well, I've been bored and slightly sulky all day, dreading the fact that I have to go to school soon, and yet, time when by like that drug dealer running down the street from the cops. Cool beans? No. I think not.

I have to do laundry tomorrow, which I don't mind, but it's just the fact that amidst the dirty clothes, lies my uniform. I have to say, it's pretty janky. I don't like doing the whole, uniformy thing. The only time I've ever worn a uniform was when I went to Apple International School in Dubai. But those uniforms were legit, so it wasn't too bad. The uniforms here are polos and khakis. Whatever. I don't like it when other people complain, so I'm just going to stop.

I don't have very much to blog about today, nothing entirely profound, at least. So I'll just go on about helping UP and Save the Children. Well, I won't really go on. I think you'll get tired of that, so I'll just tell you to read my previous post, which will lead you to the post before that post. Thanks for helping out, guys. You're doing a great job. We all are. Keep it up.

Be.

- Happy

My multi-coloured, polka dot headband rocks your face!

So. Yeah.

I feel that it's important we still help Shawn Ahmed, the founder of the Uncultured Project, and Save the Children, so please read my previous blog post. The only below this one. Yep. The April Fool's blog. We really need to exercise the power of the online community. A huge portion of the world population is online, and I think that we can use our massive force to serve all of mankind in a compassionate, strong, caring, and kind way. I believe there are a few ways that mankind, along any other beings on earth, can be destroyed, but I think our ultimate downfall will be technologically. It would be self-destructive. Sooooo, let's try and use the technology we have right now for the good of the world. We has humans have accomplished a lot. There's no denying that. But there are many things that we haven't done yet, or haven't done enough. In my opinion, one of those things is caring about one another. I'm not talking about outside forces that affect our lives. I'm talking about us, and our impact on ourselves, on others, on our entire race. It's pretty erroneous to make assumptions and lay down "truths" for everyone to follow, but I think this fits pretty well:

Life in the future can't possibly be good if we don't start helping each other NOW.

I know people love having a pessimistic view on life, and say that it doesn't matter if we do anything now, we won't be able to reap the rewards later. Honestly, that is so juvenile, and I believe you should be ashamed for thinking such a thing. But who am I to tell you what to think? Doing something just to reap the rewards is completely selfish. Helping others is priceless. That viewpoint in the first line of this paragraph is an illustration of the cycle of destruction. Things are bad now, we won't help because we'll get nothing to show for it, things get worse. When things are worse, we won't help because we'll get nothing to show for it, things get even worse. Things are even worse, we won't help because we'll get nothing to show for it, things get even more worse. This will continue on and on until, finally, our beautiful planet is gone. Life will be meaningless, probably because there are no people to live life.

We can do something about it. There are great people out there, and wonderful organizations and charities, who can see the bigger picture, and realize that change starts little by little, or things will fall apart.

Change comes from within, and when others see genuine change, it will spread to them, and so on. Peace comes from within. You can't preach about world peace to others, when you yourself are intolerant of love between two of the same sex, different races, or different religions. Intolerance is ugly. Eww. Just get over yourself and start loving your fellow human beings. Oh...you can't say that? Just get over yourself? Even if you're trying to be nice? Okay. Whatevs. I'm not asking you to change who you are. No, be yourself and help others in your own way. If you're comfortable in your own skin, you may influence others to feel the same way. When they see somebody be happy and successful by being who they are, and impacting others in their own way, others will want to do the same. No impact is a small impact. That impact is big to somebody. Whoa, starting to go off into a tangent. Back on track now. I'm not asking to change who you are. I'm hoping that you will change how you see the picture. Your help makes a difference, and once you realize that, things will get better. When everyone see that their "little gestures" are actually making a difference, they'll want to do it more often, and others will want to join in. Eventually, the world we want to live in, that better place, will be a reality.
But that is only if we get rid of our intolerance. That's what it all comes down to. Intolerance. And that is something that outside forces can't help you with. You'll have to shed that hatred on your own. I just hope you realize that hatred is not a good thing to live by.

You can do your part by reading my previous blog post. I've even written down steps. ^_^

Be.

- Happy

Post Script: I've probably got typos swimming through that post and breeding with each other. I just don't feel like going through and fixing them. I'm only human, right? You'll get the big picture, anyhoo.

April Fool's! But not about UP and Save the Children

I don't actually have a joke or anything. Sorry. I do know some people who have make great April Fool's pranks. But...I don't really feel like telling you about them. I'm way too lazy. Jennyways, I'm bored and I don't have much to say.

Actually, I can tell you to click on this link: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NAZyCD68qrM&feature=youtu.be 

Shawn Ahmed, you know, that guy who started UP (Uncultured Project), is sitting in a boardroom with Save the Children and he needs your help. If you are reading this blog, obviously, you're a computer person.You don't necessarily have to be COMPLETELY computer-savvy, but you do use the computer regularly. Well, this is a great cause, and all you have to do is show the power of the online community. Click on the link, watch the video, then like it, favorite it, comment on it, and most importantly, spread the word. Show the video to others, so that they may do the same: Watch, like, favorite, comment, and spread. The online community is extremely powerful, and we can tap into that power and do some good.

There are wonderful things about this world, but there's stuff that needs to be fixed, and YOU, ME, US, WE CAN HELP, and that is so amazing. We are all people, with different personalities, interests, likes, and dislikes. But we are all on this planet together, planet Earth: our home. You know, the 3rd planet away from our star, the Sun, which is located in the Milky Way Galaxy. Yeah, that one near the Andromeda Galaxy. Anyhoo, we're all on here together, and we can join forces to change the world, a little bit at a time. I'm not asking you to donate any money, fly to a remote place in the world to fight malaria, or even put in any hard, physical labor. All you have to do is lift your finger (or fingers, depending on what kind of a typist you are).

Time is probably the most precious and most desired thing EVER.  Many people waste time, but there are people who spend their time how they want, have fun, and others like to tell them that they are wasting time. WELL, GUESS WHAT?!?!?!

Time enjoyed wasting is NOT wasted time.


And let me tell you, when you spend your time helping someone, you enjoy yourself and you enjoy life in general. But I'm speaking as if I'm asking you to give up hours of your life, and I'm not.

1. The video ( Thisa one-a. Righta here-a. Clicky clicky. ) is only 1 minute and 46 seconds long.
2. It takes about one second to like the video, depending on how fast you move.
3. Favoriting the video takes about 2 seconds, once again, depending on how fast you move.
4. The time for commenting varies, depending on how fast you type, your writing style (prose, spelling, whatnot), and if you actually choose to comment. IN THIS CASE, YOU SHOULD COMMENT. It shouldn't take more than 2-3 minutes.
5. SHARING. Sharing is caring. I'm speaking literally here. There are various buttons to click on to share the video on different sites. Sharing the video on one site takes about 5-15 seconds, once again, depending on how fast you move. If share the video on more than one site, then use this formula to figure out how much time it took to share:

(Number of seconds it took to share the video)(Number of sites you shared it on)

For those of you who don't know this, values in between various sets of parentheses are multiplied together.
e.g. (5)(4) = 20
6. This step is completely optional, but is highly recommended. You know how I made you multiply in the 5th step? Well, you can multiply how many times you like, favorite, and comment. You really are helping a good cause.

One life. One world. One race. The human race. Together, we can make it:

Won life. Won world. Won race.


It's as simple as clicking a button.

Thanks everyone. You can also share this blog post with others, if you want. Remember .... ^_^

Be.

- Happy

Post Script: FREE HUGS! <(^_^)>

FINALLY!

It is finally the end of March. March 2010 has taken FOREVER to go by. Probably because February was so short. But while I am happy it is over, so that I may finally get my 117% Bundle and "I Look Better In Purple" T-Shirt, I don't really want to see it go. Reason being: I don't want to grow up. I love being a kid. It's fantastic. Being an adult just doesn't appeal to me. But it is inevitable, so I will strive to be a great adult. As for now, I will enjoy being a kid, since I will not be a kid forever.

Lucky ass Peter Pan. I want to go to the third star on the right, and straight on 'til morning. Ugh. So jealous.

Be.

- Happy

CRAP!!!

I broke my daily blog thing again. japioejpaowifj mp893 r-q894hpaewpf aksjd fkajdf; a!!!! Whatever. We'll just start over....again. It's the 30th, a nice round number. Ugh! I don't even know why I forgot! Well, it's not like anything exciting happened yesterday. Watched some movies, but that's about it. My mom is leaving for New York tomorrow, and I have to babysit. Zomggahh, how fun. I hope you caught my sarcasm just then. Oohh, what's even more fantastic is that I am ill. YAY!! Ughhhhhhh, thanks a lot, little sister who has bronchiolitis. So mad. This Spring Break has not been very fun at all.

Be.

- Happy

Post Script: I was very reluctant when typing the whole "Be. --> - Happy" thing. I'm not feeling up to it. But it's my signature sign-off. It kinda made me feel better, anyhoo. ^_^

And I...

Tears stream down your face.
When you lose something you cannot replace.
Tears stream down your face.
I promise you that I will learn from my mistakes.

Lights will guide you home.
And ignite your bones.
And I will try to fix you.

And I will try to fix you.


- Happy

You have choices.

For my school, tonight is prom night. This night is meant to be fun and enjoyable for everybody, but there are always people who decide to do stupid things. Choose to do the right thing, people. You can still have fun without participating in illegal, or life-threatening, activities. No, I'm not perfect. I'm not saying I don't make mistakes, or that I never will make mistakes. But I can't find it in my to make a choice that may lead to harming myself or others. You shouldn't either, but you may, and I'm sorry. I'm not trying to put anyone down, in any way. I'm just letting you know that you have options. No matter how bad it actually gets, if you look hard enough, there is a way out, without resorting to certain behaviors.
There are many people who have been shaped by society, probably the majority. But there are also people who have shaped themselves in spite of society, and they begin to shape society, not the other way around. You can be that person. That is the power of free will.

Be safe.

- Happy

I love Spring Break.

That's all I have to say.

Be.

- Friggin' Happy

LET'S HEAR IT FOR THE AWESOMEST URINALS EVEERRRR!!!!

They are flippin' amazing.

Are you ready to see the awesomeness?
Are you sure?
Because it's pretty awesome.
And I'm not sure you're actually able to handle it.
You may not have the awesomeificationnessism capacitorial absorption.
I'm serious.
They are amazing.
Like, for real.
Fo rizzaylz.
Fo shizzle my nizzle to the dizzle izzle.
Wait .... what was I talking about/
Oh yeah.
Are you positive?
I don't think you're ready.
YOU CAN'T HANDLE THE TRUTH!
You wanna see? (..... in my pants.)
Man.

I FRIGGIN' KNOW! THEY ROCK! LIKE THE STONES! GOL-LY!!!

As somebody commented on my Daily Booth, I could only imagine what the toilets looked like. Personally, I would think it would be very awkward (but kinda awesome at the same time) to pee in mouth-shaped toilets. Mainly because you'd be peeing and pooping ..... in mouths......
These guys have it lucky, though, wherever this is. They get to pee in these things.
Yay.
For awesome urinals.

This give you yet another reason to just be.

- Happy.

Luurrvv ze leeettle zings.

Great jokes were told in class, and among friends. Lunch was fun. Classes were fun. It was cool. Anyway, I'm pretty bored. I made a tab for Kissin' U for the guitar on http://www.ultimate-guitar.com/ It hasn't been approved yet, but it will be soon. My screen name is CaityMonkey. Haha.

I've got nothing very deep and profound to write about today. Well, I could talk about how amazing life is. I mean, on every level, it's amazing. The molecular level, the physical, emotional, scientific, psychological, and whatever level, it's flippin' awesome! I know, our world is still a screwed up place (become a Nerdfighter! We fight to eliminate World Suck using our brains and our hearts!). But there is still so much good, that it supercedes all of the bad. There are millions, probably billions, of people will bad, horrible lives, but even they have moments that are filled with almost imponderable joy. I say 'almost' because you can ponder it and you can imagine it. How and why? Because you've had those moments before.

Love the little things. They make life awesome.

So.
Of course.
Just.
Be.

- Happy

Post Script --> DFTBA --> Don't Forget To Be Awesome --> The Nerfighters' Slogan --> <(^_^)> HUG!

Post Post Script: Watch this video FULLY! "An Anthropological Introduction to YouTube." http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TPAO-lZ4_hU&feature=youtu.be&a It's quite unifying.

Post Post Post Script: <3 I love all of you, Brother and Sister Human Beings.

Today is pretty boring.

Yeah. So.

Be.

- Happy

I RAPED that test!

I raped it, sodomized it, eviscerated it, I did EVERYTHING to it! It was sooooo easy! I destroyed it, obliterated it, vaporized it. Man. Anyhoo, I'm very happy that I didn't have to go to Civics today, due to testing. And!! I got my glasses today! I'm soo happy! The world is sharper, and colors seems brighter! It's amazing!!! YEAHHHHHHHHBOIIIIII!!!

BE BE BE BE BE BE BE BE BE BE BE BE BE BE!!

- Happy

Post Script: You've got so many reasons!

EWW! Testing tomorrow!

But at least Spring Break is next week. I just have to get through this week and I'm home free. Yesss! Jennyways, WHOA I HAVEN'T USED JENNYWAYS  IN A WHILE!!! Okay. Whatever. This day has been pretty boring. I've been trying to write a new song. Actually, I've been trying to write many songs, but I've given up on many of them because they are all rubbish. Yes, I just used British slang. No, I'm not kidding when I say my songs are turning out terribly. They're so bad I've begun to question my talent. There's no doubt I can sing (sometimes I question that, too), but as for the songwriting...U;awekjf;ask dfh;ioqh 328r qv[ei9ut[wn0 rugaj ANGRY FACE! I never come up with anything I want other people to hear. They're that terrible. But, oh well. I'll go mull it over under some hot water. Showwaaa timeeee!!!

Be something or whatever. Be.

- Happy

I decided to watch Marley & Me again today.

I definitely cried just has hard this time as I did last time. I looked uber pathetic. But it is a great movie and it's a great book. I guess I should say it the other way around since the book came first. But whatever. They are both fantastic. So, I'm reading Republic by Plato.

My brain is frying! It's nuts! I have to stop every few lines just to let what I've just read sink it. But it good! My brain is being stimulated immensely. At least I'll get to keep my sanity for a couple more years...or completely lose it trying to read the friggin' book!

Be be be be be.

- Happy

I'M SO UPSET!

I thought I posted yesterday! CRAPP!! Ughhh, I've broken my daily blog thing. BUT!! I'll start another one today. Lol. At least 20 is a nice, even number. Man! I was doing good, too! I thought I already posted. Golly.

Sooo, I have an optometrist appointment tomorrow.

Yay. I'm tired of this 20/40 bullcrap. I just want glasses so I can stop squinting at the board, since teachers always manage to seat me in the back. It's awful. I eyesight isn't that terrible. I'm just near-sighted. But I'll tell you now, it's not fun. So yeah. I'm not in the mood to type up a long blog. I'm pretty wiped. I'm going to watch The Hangover.
:)

Just be.

- Happy

I got my kilts today! Yay yay yay yay!

As you can tell by the title of this post, I got my kilts today, and I'm very exciting. I'm also very tired because I just had dance, which the kilts are for, and I am about to go to bed. Sometimes I feel like typing long blogs, other days I want to sleep. But I can't break my daily blog challenge for myself, so here is a post, but a short one at that.

:)

Just be.

- Happy

Post Script: I finished my Gatsby essay. I turned it in today. Yay for getting things done and over with so you don't have to deal with them.

The nose strip on my face is crusty.

It's like paper mache. It's very cool. You want to know what isn't cool? An essay on The Great Gatsby that I have to write. Look, I even underlined the title of the book. Urgha;wef;aef ;viajweiofj ;adfn ;asldf. I am soo not feeling this right now. Or any time. I'm finished with the playlist I had to make, and God forbid if I ever had to do that again. I have so much crappy, teeny bopper music in my iTunes library, I'm about to shoot myself. But it's cool. I've got until this weekend, and then I'm free to erase it. That will be a great moment in my life.

I've finished reading World Without End by Ken Follet, which is the sequel to his book, The Pillars of the Earth, which was written in the late '80s. Anyhoo, it's absolutely fantastic. If you haven't read it, go and read it. If you haven't read the first book, read that one, then read the next. They are phenomenal books. I've read many books in my lifetime, so I don't think I'll be able to recommend every other book that I've read before, but I'd love to. At the mo, I'm reading Republic by Plato. For some people out there, it may be a hard read, but it's worth it. It's an amazing text that raises great qyestions. Another great book would be The Doors of Perception by Aldous Huxley. It's a trippy book because the author wrote about his recollections when tripping our of mescaline, the principal agent of peyote. Read it. It's awesome.

That seems to be all for tonight. I should get back to my homework. Blech!


Keep in mind to just be.

- Happy

This will be short.

I don't ever want to make the playlist of music for a dance ever again. Ever.

Don't feel like being.

- Happy

YESSSSUHHH!!

I've finally made another YouTube video. I've been putting it off, due to my procrastinational habits. I'm glad that it's up, though. So, I went to a garden thingy today, and it was really pretty! The weather is perfect at the mo, so it was doubly awesome. I don't really have much else to tell you. I'm happy I'm still keeping up with my daily blog thing. This is the longest daily streak that I've been on. I hope it keeps going.

Let me remind you to just be.

-Happy

Post Script: My new YouTube video! http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nAi4PL_1dJY

I almost broke my daily blog thing!

Ahh! Thank God it isn't midnight where I'm at. I would've been pretty disappointed. Anyhoo, my brother and I finally accomplished something that was 4 years in the making. It was a great moment in both of our lives. We peppered CORRECTLY! If you don't play volleyball, then you won't understand, but zommgaahh! Finally! He's a much better volleyball player than me and actually can pepper, but I always just screwed it up. Finally, we got it right, and in the end, my brother screwed it up. But that's probably because we were both laughing so hard. We screamed when we got it down .... LOUDLY. It was very exciting, and the peppering action happened more than once. It didn't just happen that one time, which is even better. That's pretty much the only exciting thing that's happened today. This blog is actually short this time. Yay, haha. That's all for now.

Rememberize! Just be.

-Happy

YEAHHHYAYY!!

Guess what day it is!!! Yes, it's Friday! Although, I'm pretty positive that you don't actually have to guess what the actual day is, since it shows up on the post along with the date. So, I've decided to try and update my blog daily, and I, for the life of me, have NO idea, what to blog about. My life isn't interesting AT ALL. I can't blog about some school shooting I was about to have, because things like that don't happen to me anymore. Small-town life has rendered some aspects of myself completely uninteresting. It's quite tragic. But that doesn't really matter. Well, why doesn't it really matter? The answer?
















I'M FRIGGIN' AWESOME! GOL-LY! DIDN'T YOU KNOW?!?!


Life, in general, has rendered EVERY aspect of my AWESOME entirety, COMPLETELY awesome! Every single cell that makes up this specimen of human awesomeness, is dripping with colossal amounts of AWESOMEIFICATIONNESSISM. Any other living being in the entire universe, along with any other universes beyond our own, would be altogether, wholly, and utterly OBLITERATED, due to the fact that they would be thoroughly incapable of handling these mastodonic proportions of AWESOME! IT JUST CAN'T BE DONE!! Not by you.

That will be all for today.
Head thatta way --> for your dose of Daily Randomness from my Random Box of Daily Randomness.

Remember to just be!

-'Appy (Say that out loud. That's how the French would say it.)

It's late.

I've still got some definitions to do, so this blog won't be very long. I've decided that I'm going to try and blog daily. I have absolutely no idea what I will blog about, but that's the beauty about being me: I am predictably random. Okay, so I can be slightly paradoxical, too. But anyhoo, I've tried to do many daily-type things, but I have time and time again, failed miserably. But I can feel that this time will be different! Yay! If you haven't noticed, I've made some changed to my blog page, and I am very proud of them. VERY. Well then ... On to the point of this blog ...

Wait wait wait, Happy ...... what?

This blog as a point? No friggin' way! Whoaa! My famous, Zommggaahh!!

Yes, this blog has a point. The point:

Go watch Capitalism: A Love Story, the movie by Michael Moore. It's brilliant. It's hilarious. Corporate America is gross. Wayy to go, you guys! The Founding Fathers would be disgusted by your insatiable greed and hubris. But guess what? You don't care. Pshh, whatever. That doesn't matter. The Founding Fathers are dead. Well, you know what, Buttwipe? You SHOULD care! And <-- THAT is the point at which I get very angry at the insolent, apathetic twats in this country. If all you want to do is be a destructive force in this society, whether it's aggressively or passively, then get out. You don't belong here. You're not wanted here. For all of you who refuse to choose a side, you have chosen a side. Their side. And why is that? Hmm ... You're only helping their cause by not standing up against them, and refusing (or not caring) to open your eyes and see that this place is not as great as we, arrogant Americans, think it is. We can't just sit on the sidelines and expect that this place will take care of itself, or trust the people in power to clean this whole place up. You have to work hard to get things done, not sit idly by, waiting for some hero to finally come, and make us believe in all things rainbow and unicorn. What is truly sad is when I say "people in power," you should automatically think of yourself, since the power of the government comes from the consent of the governed. Yeah, you know that thing called the Constitution? It had something about that in there. But no, elections, initiatives, and referendums are more ceremonious, if anything, and more of formalities than things with any actual substance.

Whoa, wow. My deep frustration made this longer that I thought it would be.

Night night.

I'll try to follow my advice and, for the moment, just be.

-Happy

The Universe has told me something again.

Most kids, it seems, want to grow up much more quickly than necessary.

I have always been one who favored the opposite. I've never wanted to grow up. Being shoved out into the real world, becoming responsible for myself, and paying for everything on my own in order to survive, has never really appealed to me.

Lately, it as been apparent that, finally, the Universe has decided to grant my wish...

BY MAKING THIS THE LOOONGEST WEEK EVERRRRR!!!! *MAD FACE*^lemniscate!

Zommggahh!!

Rant is officially over starting below the line break after this Declaration of RantBeingOverness.

Today has been quiet a long day. Actually, this entire week has. It's alright, though. I have dance later tonight and I won't have much work left to do in school. All I have to worry about is my Latin II work, which is due next Thursday.

I like that when my birthday comes around, things start to fall into place. My birthday was on Sunday, and the weather has finally started to become nicer. Of course, I know it will get worse, since the summers here are sweltering. Anyhoo, I get presents and whatnot from the people who know it's my birthday, and it seems that my school knew when to deliver a certain item that I have been waiting for ... of course, I would have loved it to get it earlier, so I could have actually used it, but it was a nice birthday surprise...

I got my Letterman yesterday! Yay! I was pretty happy. One thing, though: It smells toxic! Zommgaah, any living thing in my room, besides myself, has literally dropped dead. It's like wearing lederhosen on your arms. It most definitely feels like it, since it's new and hasn't been broken in.

Well, I do believe that will be all for now. I've got some bogus worksheet to do, along with some leisurely reading. I'll also find myself to be quite the lethargical specimen. I've got some breathing to do, and staring. Eating, too. I'm up for some pudding. Totally going to get some right now.

-Happy

Post Script: If you don't know what lederhosen are, now would be a good time to utilize those *Highlight --> Copy or Ctrl + C --> Paste or Ctrl + V into Google or Dictionary.com* skills and find out what they are.

Post Post Script: If you find it necessary to use those ^ skills again for 'lethargical,' I highly suggest you do so once again. An expansive vocabulary is both beneficial and very enticing.

Post Post Post Script: I forgot about 'lemniscate.' You should found out what that is, also. It's fun to know things. Fun.

Post Post Post Post Script (Sorry! I keep forgetting stuff, even though I thought about them in the beginning!): SHOUT OUT TO MY FIRST FOLLOWER! HI! =D

The Universe is telling me something

I just typed up a blog noting that I would stop tying to blog like others, and start blogging like myself. Of course, that wasn't the only thing I talked about.

I

It was lengthy.

AM

It IS gone! Undo, undo, undo, where's redo?!?!?!?!?!??!?! The crappy draft was saved! WHAT?!?!?!

SO

It has become apparent to me that the Universe is conspiring against me.

EFFING

I believe that it does not want me to post a blog like that.

MAD!

-Happy

Post Script : Read between the lines.

Look. A post from my mobile phone.

I work best when I try not to work.

This is Happy. Would you like to comtemplate the meaning of life with me?

That's great! Let's start!

...........

............... ................. ...... . . ....... ..... . . . . .. ..

Are you thinking? Are you pondering? Are you comtemplating? Are you wonderizing? What exactly are you doing?

Life is complicated. Have you figured out your place in this world? One thing is for certain:

There are good moments. There are fun moments. There are happy moments. There are moments filled with love. BUT...the bottom line is...

LIFE IS A BITCH. AND THEN YOU DIE.

Ha. Don't worry. I'm not a pessimist. But I'm totally rocking the whole hair curlers thing. It's definitely making my head very uncomfortable, since I'm sleeping with them still in my hair. But anyhoo, I just wanted to make another posted. I haven't posted anything in a while. I know I'm not a very good blogger. I'm extremely random, and I usually go off on these tangents, all within a blog that has no point to it at all. But you know what I've realized, when striving to be a fantastic blogger or a funny vlogger or a better musician or an inspiring actor?

There doesn't have to be a point. And even if there is a point, it doesn't have to make sense to you. It just has to make sense to me. When the point doesn't even make sense to me, it still won't matter, because humans and human nature is forever changing. You'd only be fooling yourself if you believed there is/was something that exists/existed that you truly understand/stood. This is life. Love, happiness, sadness, laughter, joy, meanings, problems, options, etc. are infinite. Do you enjoy the time you're wasting on trying to figure out what doesn't need to be figured out? By all means, if you do enjoy, then keep on right ahead. Time enjoyed wasting is not wasted time. But if you only get frustrated, then stop. Stop. Just listen. Just look. Just feel. Just smell the world around you. It's beautiful. It's beautiful, angry, and powerful and you will never understand it, no matter how hard you try or how much you believe you do understand.

So sing, dance, run, shout, walk, laugh, love...find your place and be happy. Know that no matter how bad things get, one day, it will be okay.

And maybe...just maybe, by understanding that I will never understand, I have gained just a grain of understanding, while knowing I will never achieve it fully. And that's alright with me.

So, don't think.

Just be.

-Happy. ^-^

Your Guardian Angel Cover

My cover of "Your Guardian Angel" by The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus. PLEASE COMMENT, RATE, AND SUBSCRIBE! Also, go check out Michael and Justin. They're really talented. Go to http://www.youtube.com/justinrobinett

New videos up on YouTube

Hey there, everyone. As you all know, I'm a pretty artsy-fartsy kid, and one of the ways I express myself is through song and playing musical instruments. So, for those who are interested and want to see what I've got, I do have videos up on YouTube. You can also be my fan on Facebook, and I do have a Myspace Music Page. Please go check me out. It would be much appreciated.

- Happy

YouTube: http://www.youtube.com/caitlynsarmiento

MySpace: http://www.myspace.com/caitlynsarmiento

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